hematoma's all over the place!

i, as a member of no movement, group or collective have sworn off boredom. have shrugged off the vice of cable and network tv. have sworn to keep all things motion. if it moves i will shoot it, throw it in the air and leave it where it lies. take these three images as proof, as proof of zero.

yes?

last couple days/dreams 12.28.09

so my mom was in town, and she mad a crazy amount of spanish pork goods, which had lead to me and roz suffering from some wild out stomach issues.


so as you would imagine i have been having some ill dreams!


here is a couple that stood out, and that i could remember best.








1...





i was in this crazy forrest area, the trees were huge, and all the animals were alot bigger than they would normally be. for some reason in this land i had to journey to the east, and to do so i had to climb this enormous tree and tear of one of its branches and use it as some kind of talisman of protection. so i do that all the while laughing cuz deep down i can not even comprehend doing anything like that. just as i am done widdling this tree appendage, i get attacked by this forrest goblin with a huge mouth, and he was threatening to eat me. i woke up laughing like a goon!





2...





i am in this crazy big movie theatre, like radio city or the ziegfeld, i am carrying a bunch of concessions, popcorn, soda and the like, the movie is already playing and i am searching for a bunch of children that i was in charge of...i cant find them, and i am getting super anxious about it, when i trip and fall, everything spills all over the place except for one bag of popcorn, as i am getting up and cleaning myself off, i hear laughter coming from one direction, thats when i see patrick swayze laughing at me while he feeds a baby in a high chair in the theatre, as he points and giggles his face off i throw the last bag of popcorn at his face and exclaim "fuck you pattie, your dead anyway asshole!"...and then i start laughing and pointing at him...then my alarm goes off...

Bodhi: If you want the ultimate, you've got to be willing to pay the ultimate price. It's not tragic to die doing what you love.

RIP Bodhi! i see you in the next life!

hands all dusty...

goings on goings goings on goings on...

currently:

-reading the third book of the dark tower series by stephen king. pretty decent fantasy read. the way king writes can be annoying. almost done with number three and all i can think about is sitting down and rereading some pkd, vonnegut, or william gibson, maybe palahniuk even. i actually havent read this much fiction in a while...

-watching alot of anime, dirty pair, paprika, spirited away etc. at home. still trying to find a bootleg of ponyo in japanese, i dont understand the language but i prefer it...with subtitles of course. also trying to get my hands on the original prisoner series...just saw anti christ, which was incredible, not for the faint of testicle...might peep the new herzog flick tonight.

-still digging for video footage or surgeries while creating my own clips of footage to loop around your skull. good fun! also attempting to create a stroboscopic effect with anal ogue technique as opposed to just creating it in 3d or what have you...that has lead down a road of pointing my camera at the business end of my strobe light...all i have gotten from it is some really interesting light trails, and quite a headache. still searching...!

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the antagonist movement presents...

os gemeos mural tastic on houston!!!

this will be up till march. it is awesome! go see it, stare lean on a hydrant and gaze through. you will not be disappointed. been meaning to go peep it at night. let me know if anyone is interested...


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so september came and went pretty quickly...

had some authentic caipirinha's at this awesome south american restaurant we discovered...

went to a karate party...

met genesis p orridge!!!

and saw thee majesty perform.

had a panic attack(not cool)!

had a couple shoots...

took part in a good friends wedding. got my hair did.

for my spirit formation anniversary, i had a three day celebration...

hung out at port authority, people watched, saw the yankees give the red sox a baseball clinic at a bar inside said bus station, and watched a midnight showing of 'sorority row'...

went to an authentic bavarian beer garden in brooklyn, which was awesome, had venison sausage, keilbasa and schnitzel as well as huge steins of beer till my memory and got dark, then woke up back in the bronx for a great late night session with good friends...

the next day, my amazing girlfriend hosted a little backyard bbq for us and some friends, charred animal flesh was served, beer and spirits were ingested, life was celebrated!

got a new tat(see above image)!!

bled like a son of a gunderson.but as you know, blood must be shed!

since then i have been getting ready to be real busy, with a number of art, video and theatre projects i have going on, not to mention the ins and outs of a trashy office day job.

mario!

'fizzy womack'